Oh My I have so much to say, where do I start….

Yep,  I am in the process of moving again….  This makes the 6th move since I left for collage..  Oh my!!! six moves…  Wow…   >.< I am so ready  to be stable… I highly doubt this move will be my last move… I  am moving  from my the small house I am living in, to a  apartment about  an hour from where I am now..  I was dragging my feet on the move… Not wanting to  go… Even tho the move will open many  doors for me…  But  I changed my mind when I had a visit from the police a few days ago….

Yes the police…. I was doing my normal lazy  day   things, thinking how boring   the day was…  When I heard  someone passionately  knocking on my door.  My mind raced wondering whom could it be, as I hurriedly approached the door. The last thing I expected was to find a police officer  gun and teaser out… I  jumped  back in shock, holding tight to my  great Danes collar…  “Oh you do have a big dog, good.” He said..   “Yes I do.”  I replied at a loss for words… “We chased a man Thur your back yard,  do I have permission to  search  for him.” he asked. then asking  if I knew the man they were looking for.. I said no and  lead him though my house to the back yard… opening the doors since both his hands were full…   There were  four other police men and two state troopers.  Never again will I complain about being board. I was tense the rest of the day and my dog has been on edge too.. Lets just say I’m well ready to move now….  I do not know if they caught him or not. I sure hope so…….

The very next day I find out my move date has been pushed up. I  have 2 weeks, to pack and be ready.. Not hard.. I never really unpacked….   Moving is in my blood it seems… I just hoped with all my heart I’d be moving  to  get married, not to just move…..

It has been a hard  few moths.. My big brother passed away  the end of may….   I’m still mourning his loss in my future. We were not super close but, he was my hero. I am glad I still have my other brother  still..  He has recently re-married. Which is joyful occasion in the hard times my family has been having…  More good news my baby sister is getting married in Nov.. I am thrilled for her. I am going to go see her and some other  friends in October and of course stay for the wedding…    And even better news my parents finally, after three years, found a house to buy. I am so happy for them!!! I truly am!!!  God keeps His word.!!!

My new place has a new refrigerator, if you haven’t spoken with me, mine has been  bad for a while and I could not afford a new one. God has answered most my prayers….  He is still working on others….  I know I can count on Him tho.. He never lets me down.

As for my work, I am writing a lot more,  and will have even more free time to write at my new place.  I will be able to text again, if I choose to get a new cellphone…   I am  in the process of editing my blogs with the help of a friend whom I am paying . I  want to better represent my work on my blogs. However when I write my blogs I  hardly edit them due to lack of time.. I am trying to  change that.

I have been on maplestory and wartune a lot in the mornings and at night when I have time to spare… My energy hasn’t been much at all and I  feel spread thin…  I have been very sharp with people and my first reactions have been poor unlike my  real thoughts and feelings…. I am ashamed of them…   I have hurt a dear friend, but on a good note I am leaning to voice my  opinions more, and my feelings, instead of  being just a peacemaker… I don’t know  if its  worth it or not, but I want to have the passion for life I once had. I am tired of just drifting and  pleasing others only.. I don’t know why I keep getting lost in doing so.. But I am working on my  work goals now… And I will stick to it.  Please watch me, encourage me, and support me on my endeavor with prayer…

Please, do something silly to make yourself smile, and laugh. It is so important to remember to  smile, Life is hard, we have to  find  some joy in it it…   Surprise a  friend with a gift,   do something special for your self. You are worth it.. Do not let anyone  determine who you are. Only you control your thoughts and actions… Take responsibility  for them and don’t have regrets…

Well I think that about covers it all in a summery….  I will check back in with you  after Sep 3rd  once I’m moved…

God bless you today and always, and I pray he keeps you all safe…  ~hugs~

╰ღ╮❤╭ღ╯ Amy  Jane ╰ღ╮❤╭ღ╯

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